Be patient. God is just moving the pieces around.
I’ve developed feelings or I am very much in-like with someone miles away who has an ex-gf that’s getting on my nerves because she’s still hanging around after treating such a great man like shit and he lives so many miles away but only until I move closer in July and I’m not courageous enough to tell him I really like because I can’t tell him how to feel about her, his breakup is still kinda fresh, and she went on and said she loved him again today… and it’s not fair to confuse him if he still wants her….
That was one long ass run in sentence. My thoughts are mushing together because of my emotions. I haven’t felt emotions since 2017.
I can’t bring myself to say something to him because I don’t want the heartbreak of him saying no anyway…
Do I know he’ll say no? No.. but when you’re a Virgo and think logically, his vibe is saying he would…
What the fuck Tasha.
1617:
i be so in luv with the fake scenarios i create in my head
I do.. to only find it’ll never happen
To the next guy who is going to love me
I told you. Rain brings me a different kind of ride. Made this few weeks ago. And I just feel the need to post this.
For sure, it won’t be easy. And I will be saying my apologies for it starting today. My heart is still messed up from the last time I got it broken. I have so many scars from all of the unrequited love that I had, and I have been scarred the longest time that I don’t know how it feels to be okay anymore.
This is to the next guy who is going to love me. There will be times that I will love you too much that you can’t take it, and there will also be moments when I will be loving you less just because my heart isn’t fully ready yet. Some days that I am going to cry my heart out for no reason, if ever it comes, my love, please hug me because that’d be the moment that I will need you the most. There’d be an instance that I won’t be talking to you or reply to your text messages, love, call me because I will need to hear your voice for me to be okay. And there will be a crazier time in which I will be sending you long annoying messages, text me back with long sweet messages or even a 10 second voice call. I want you to do it. Eat with me when I tell you that I am not hungry. Sleep with me when I say I want to be alone.
Love, please do not get tired of trying to love me and be with me. Find me in all the ways that you can because I’ve been waiting for you all this time. Stay safe my love, because I’d like to be alive the same time as you. I’d like to breathe the same air that you are breathing. I’d like to be in the same place that you are standing. I wanted to be with you all the time, but if under any circumstances that that’d be hard for us to achieve it, and see each other often, I will understand. I will try my very best to understand because I want to keep you.
I want to keep you for the rest of my life. I want to see our love grow as time passes us by. I want to annoy you every time I tell you that you’d wash the dishes and ill just watch you. I want to see you laughing out loud everytime I tell you stories about my students. I want to see you sigh and hear you tell your friends, “damn. She’s not pretty but she’s the one.” I want you to hold me and hug me for no reason. Because I love you. Because I will be loving you for a long time this time. And every minute, even if it is spent running, or just sitting down doing nothing, as long as it is with you, I love you. I will love you forever. 59 miles away or more. 2 miles away apart or less. I love you and I will love you even if it is so bad.
Love, please don’t go breaking my heart like everybody I have loved from the past did.
“You’ll always be sad about this … but it doesn’t mean you made the wrong choice. It’s just something that you have to carry.”— Celeste Ng, Little Fires Everywhere | @theliteraryjournals
“But love like that doesn’t just disappear, does it? No matter how powerful the hate, there is always a little love left, underneath. Yes. Horrible, isn’t it?””—
N.K. Jemisin, The Hundred Thousand Kingdoms | @thelovejournals
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